The Letter

Dear...hell you know who this is too
Who else would be on my mind except you
Cause you see unlike you I cant toss others aside who are trying to help me get through my insane and upsetting times...enough. Let me start over

Shut up and listen, i feel i need to say this because you don't know how to let things like common sense in without questioning every detail, but then... I guess that problem with all of you strong females.

You back yourself into situational corners, whose boarders are defines by stubbornness, pride, and experience.

And you don't let anybody in... 

All I was trying to do was help, that was my plan, my motto...my intention. And yes things got out of hand and i knew i had to stick to the plan like feet to sand but you couldn't possibly understand how it felt to be me in that situation. I found something worthwhile while you found something worthless...less.

I wont lie, i dont know the future and id be lying id I told you i could...but i see where this is going. You are heading down a dark road not suited for a princess such as yourself. Im sorry did i say princess, i meant a queen who can bring joy to the lives of depressed loveless men with her laugh, whose smile is unique as a snowflake made of gold, and whose tendency to be alone confuses me for flowers like you deserved to be shown so that other flowers know how to properly grow.

Im an idiot for telling the truth. This much i know, but you are so magnificant, and amazing. Stop letting the world have its way with you and push back! And if you feel yourself about to crack for you back is bound to snap once the world mounts its attack then turn to the people who support you....

We have already covered I'm not that person so you have no reason to trust me, but take heed my dear, for pain is not a one night stand, but rather a dead end long term marriage that you have no pre-nup for. 

Stay smart, stay strong, stay you.

Yours truly,
Him