Officially Back

 I guess I can officially say that I am back. Even though it has already been two weeks and I have had all my classes...oops. Any who I have been thinking a lot about what my objectives should be this year. Freshman year was all about finding where I fit in, sophomore year was about fighting the urge to hate myself and stay in bed (how positive), and now as a junior I wonder where life will take me. My plan is to build something. I am a selfish man who wants to leave his mark on a school that has been so good to me. As of right now I can only think of a few ways to do that, my dance and my writing.

I am often dramatic and claim that all I have to my name is my dancing ability and my penchant for arranging words in a delightful pattern. I do not enjoy math, I cannot gather enough willpower to put myself through medical or law school, and I value art above most things anyway. What a lot of people see as a hobby has turned into the biggest way I know of identifying myself. When I say I am a dancer it does not just mean that I am one who dances, it also implies that I have all the qualities associated with a good dancer. I work hard, have an eye for detail, can break down the most complicated phrases into smaller movements, I am devoted to my craft and love sharing my work with everyone possible. When I say I am a writer it means that I am constantly haunted with ideas that I cannot work on in the moment. Books I want to write, things I want made into graphic novels, small skits and short stories based upon my own life that I want people to be able to relate to. This year is my chance to really focus on these things. I have a new outstanding dance/film project that I will be working on along with short stories that I can hopefully post online. New blogs once a week.

In the recent months my blog as been read by the dean of admissions at my school, random people of a YouTube comment section, and my mom uses it to read the things I am sometimes to afraid to say in person. Needless to say by this point my blog is becoming one of the most popular entities of all time. I still want this to be where I can have a conversation with myself, I want this to serve as my way to tell people my versions of the truth that I see around me. I am no poet nor should you really care about what I say, but I still need a place to say it. The star world has become my name for my conscious. If I ever start a business you can guarantee that the star world will be somewhere in the title. It is dumb and childish but also amazing that I found a way to just express what I care about and say what I mean. A lot of people hold their tongues and I vow not to do that if I can ever help it.

It is Junior year, my mind is cluttered but still clear, and I am going to make the best out of this school year. There has been too much sadness lately and that needs to change. I am going to improve, the star world will expand, and my work will be shared with the masses. Welcome back everyone, get ready to be amazed.