This was it, he was
going to die.
He
came to facedown on the concrete on a 70 degree day, Jordan never thought his
hometown would become his coffin. He was still a bit fuzzy on the details as to
why, but he could feel warm blood slowly dripping down his face. How did he get
here?
“Stop
resisting! Stay on the ground!” a distant voice shouts down at him.
This
doesn’t make any sense, he didn’t remember doing anything. He was trying to
trace the steps backward in his mind. He went to 7/11 to pick up some drinks
for him and his friends. Shit, they must be waiting for him back at the arcade.
He tried to get up but could only flop around on the ground powerless. Was he
tased? He still couldn’t remember.
“I
need backup! I think this is the guy!” The distant voice becomes louder and
clearer.
Drumming.
He was a drummer, and was air playing along to some ScHoolboy Q song. His
earphones were in as he walked out of the store so he couldn’t hear the cop
approach him. He saw the sirens but police aren’t exactly a rare sight in
Oakland. Then he saw the cop mouthing something. It was him. They wanted him.
He quickly pulled the buds out of his ear and attempted to put his hands up,
but that was too fast for their liking. There was a quick bash to the head with
a billy club before he fell limp on the pavement, out before he could even ask
what he had done wrong.
“What
is wrong, what did I do? What is going on?” words were slurred and stumbling
lazily out of Jordan’s mouth before turning into mumbles somewhere in the
process.
“Shut
up and stay down!” at this point the cop was on top of him, waiting for his
much needed backup.
And
it came. In the form of two more cars and 3 more cops. More yelling and
screaming and more body shots. Jordan could feel himself fading in and out of blackness, trying his hardest to hold himself together. He needed to remember
this, this was his city and he needed to defend its pride. He did nothing wrong
and he won’t let them win. 21 years of resentment fueled his rage and kept him
awake. It remembered every hit they gave him. It remembered every name they
called him. It remembered all the times these situations ended in death, and
prevented him from lashing out.
A
crowd had started to gather, phones were being taken out, and support was being
given from the citizens who had seen this far too often.
“Leave
that boy man, he ain’t done nothing wrong!” one voice cried
“Why
does it take three cops to hold down one guy, he isn’t even resisting!” another
saint spoke truth.
“He
comes here all the time; he has never given me an issue officer!” This came
from the owner of the store, Howard. He had known Jordan as a customer since
high school.
Jordan
was broken hearted and soon to be broken bodied. This city knew what love meant
but it didn’t matter in the face of these cops. They were getting anxious with
the crowd's presence and that was a bad sign. When they tried to throw him into
the back of the cop car one of the cops dropped him, and he stumbled to catch
himself from falling into the pavement again. He managed to put his hands on
top of the car and stopped himself from falling, but they saw this as
resisting.
Shots
rang out.
He
wondered what the video would look like on the news that night. How his death
would be twisted and warped to fit their narrative. Would his mother be blamed
in some way? Would his friends be called thugs and hooligans? Would they find
another way to tear this city apart? There were screams and he could hear cries
out outrage. He never wanted to be another body for the cause, but he never had
the choice to begin with.
…
He
woke up 7 hours later in Highland Hospital, connected to machines and
surrounded by friends and family. They were all crying, hold his hand,
grieving. Yet when his eyes opened they didn’t stop crying. He was one of the
lucky few, he had survived, a miracle in itself that could make even the most
hardened inner city veteran break down with relief. In silence a TV was turned
to a local news station, there was footage of a savage beat down the result in
what was being called a case of “Potential Mistaken Identity”. He was on
display for the world to see, abused by the system that is destroying his
people and his community.
No
more.
His
mother, who had finally stopped crying, turned to him and asked him in the most
calm manner possible, “How are you doing?”
His
voice was hoarse and it hurt to speak, but he pushed through 250 years of pain
to make his statement clear.
“I’m
pissed, and they won’t get away with it this time”.
He
lay in bed surrounded by his support system, ready to jump head first into the
revolution.
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