Just Another Rant

So it has come to my attention that I have made enemies on my floor, those who have now decided I am the worst person ever, and after today’s explosion I have finally constructed my response.

Grow the hell up. We take so much for granted nowadays it makes me sick to think of the grudges we hold against people for no good reason. granted no one is perfect and we are all guilty of holding something against someone for a stupid reason, but to seriously judge someone based off of nothing is just so…I don’t know…ignorant. It just makes me sad to think how many bonds are broken because of rumors or other ridiculous things.  As children we are taught not to stare at those who are different from us. People with disabilities, wheel chairs, eye patches, etc. and it is for this very reason. I have seen so many kids growing up with pre-conceived ideas of race, gender, and respect that are so twisted it actually makes me second guess my own morals. Maybe I am the crazy one after all. I think the worst part of this is that a lot of people who read this (especially those who do not like me) will see this as an attempt to make them look bad or establish myself as the bigger person, and it’s not that at all.

I don’t want to anger anyway, I don’t want to cause anyone pain, that’s never been the bloody point of this blog. This blog is my mind, constantly trying to make sense of everything around it and sometimes that means storytelling, sometimes that means poetry, and times like now it means venting. I follow the basic rule that was taught to us as children: “treat others how you want to be treated”. To the people I do not like I ignore then, and hope in return they ignore me. To those I love I support them, and hope in exchange they support me. Get it? We complicate life so much and sometimes it is just a load of crap. Do you, be happy, get smarter, but do not judge me or anyone like me because of who I am or what I have done. Why? It is stupid and a waste of time. Hating someone takes effort, especially if you are trying to coerce others into also hating said person. Just stop. Slow down. Take a breath. We have one life, and as demonstrated by todays tragic events not even a long one. I gave up on trying to hurt people and cause them pain a long time ago. I hope those who oppose me will one day to the same.

We are all people…we all feel and have lives and families and things we care about. Its just tragic to think that some of the people who died in today’s accident never got a chance to say goodbye to their loved ones or make up with a friend that they were thinking about.

            But then again this could all just be me being insane, who knows.