I felt strained like i was
the pack mule for the Lewis and Clark expedition, not only carrying the
physical weight of my masters but also carrying the hopes and dreams of an
entire country on my shoulders.
I just want to hold her,
the girl whom makes all my problems fade. I need to get back...back to
life back to reality back to the future parts 1 2 & 3...its all too much
for me.
Who designed this whole
life mess because i must attest i got a whole pile of complaints about this
system that must refrain from saying because they don't want the truth.
They don't wanna hear
about that moment when we are at wits end and no enemy nor friend can make us
feel anything, we are caught in between oblivion and salvation and all that is
required is a tiny push toward either direction.
I felt like i made a
mistake, like traveling to the frozen tundra wasn't the brightest idea, like
leaving my nest and trying to fly has somehow only made my wings heavier.
It is one of those days
where I just felt overwhelmed.
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